Subtle depth
Certain conversations and opinions at times echo in my head when I least expect it. I think it's a way my sub conscience "highlights" what I should be paying attention to. I suffered from low self esteem/insecurities most of my life as I imagine most women have. Trying to achieve the Barbie figure or wondering why no one has whisked me off my feet with grand romantic gestures, surely something is wrong with me. Of course all this subtly lifted as I matured and realized that this was not the real world. Other insecurities took their place, my lack of higher education among my peers was a sore spot. My lack in attention to expensive brands and fashion names, when it was all the rage among the PTO moms made me feel like I was missing something. Which of course, I wasn't. Now a days, a few years short of turning 50, I listen to the positive words my friends say to me. How easy it is for me to approach strangers and strike up a conversation to make the